After 19

Hi, jadi ceritanya ini post pertama setelah this not-so-little girl anymore turned 19.

Singkat cerita tepat sebulan lalu, my birthday was amazing.

God really knows how put the right people in my life. 

You could see my happy face through these picts, rite?:)

00.00 birthday surprise from le familia

last hours surprise from CYA, my lovelies.

Many things happened in a month. 

Contohnya, akhirnya my love, Dakota--ini nama gitar--udah bener, karena tadinya senarnya putus. I met Kesia, Han, Beben, Cibel and some of my highschool teachers I've missed so much. Banyak juga pelajaran yang didapet bulan ini. Just so you know, when I feel down, the only one who could lift me up is myself. Rasanya hati dan telinga ini cuma mau nurut sama diri sendiri. It's Him who leads me, anyway. He made life taught me that it doesn't stop for anyone. So I've to keep going and If I want to go fast--I should go alone, but If I want to go far--I should go with my friends. Life teaches me new things almost everyday. It amazes me. 

In May, I also got new experience as a radio producer in training, this girl who came up from nowhere finally got a place to learn and explore herself #yay, even it took plenty of time and energy and... money #nayy. Anddd I found out one book that goes to my must buy list. It's Lang Leav book--Just google it, if you don't know.

And just one thing I should remind myself everyday:

"Pull yourself together. Jangan memberi ruang pikir untuk sesuatu yang seharusnya tidak dipikirkan.

Berhenti mementingkan hal yang tidak penting. Kenapa mencari celah untuk dipermasalahkan saat punya ruang besar untuk bersyukur dan diperjuangkan?"